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What do you mean to me?

You mean the entirety of the state of Virginia

Add Texas to that.

No, you mean the entire United States of America.

The entire continent of North America!

You mean the entire Western Hemisphere,

You mean from here across the Atlantic

You mean the world to me, and yet so much more!


You mean the entire solar system (Pluto included) to me.
You mean the entire milky way to me

You mean the entire Universe to me.

You mean the entire universe, and the parallel universes that surround it to me!

But wait, would it be greater to mean those that are not noticed?

You mean the molecules to me, that which makes us up,
and the atoms that make them up
and even the bits of condensed energy that holds them all together to me.

After all, without them we wouldn't exist, it is how we are made.


You mean the energy to me.

That is how much I love you.

"What you mean"
Jake

Tomorrow never seemed so far away.
The rocks get heavier in my chest
when I realize that I have more hours,
upon more hours
upon more hours to wait.

Yet I try not to look at the clock
for it will tell me that I still have too much time
ahead of me in this wait.


And so I wait.

For a few more hours.

Just a few more.

I can get through it.


The prize at the end is worth it.
This will most definitely be worth the wait.

Just a few more hours...

In the end will be the best.


Never have hours felt like days...


~"Hours"
~~Jake

The dots above us stay steady
as your beauty rises and falls
with my ever going breaths.

I feel the weight of pure beauty
against my chest as a breeze flows
from the nearby water.

The sand is soft, yet unobtrusive,
the temperature is comfortable,
the breeze makes your warmth
more desirable.

Huddling close
on my back,
an angel has graced me.

She looks up from my chest
and smiles.

This must be it.
This must be the feeling I've longed for.

This must be what I've mistaken in the past
for something so opposite.


This is love.

~"Love"
~~Jake Allard

What is trust?

This thing people take for granted.

Some say it is a measurement of a person's worth,
others nothing important at all.

What do you do when this trust is broken?

Do you ignore it, allowing people to walk all over you?

Or do you act on it, burning bridges and allowing negativity in the world?

Anyone?

~"Questions of Trust"
~~Jake

Why?

Why did I have to fuck it up so badly?

What did I do wrong?

What is it about me that stops all good things?


Why?


Why?



Why?